ive been having a terrible terrible headache since, five/six hours ago. its not going away, neitheir is it showing any signs of soothing.
my head's been pounding and pounding and it feels like im riding a perpetual rollercoaster.
arghh.
ive already swallowed three panadols, and even tried to fall asleep. somehow, nothing seems to be working.
i cant even read without feeling dizzy.
love the rain today, looking at all my presents, thinking, im too old for them. thinking about turning twenty. thinking how, i think its time i start looking for a job, and behave more twenty-ish. how do people in their twenties behave anyways?. ive had so much fun this holidays. waking up at 4 in the afternoon, staying up till 6 in the morning playing xbox, and watching old hindi movies. basically living the life of a bummer. it rocks i tell you. big time! hehe.
okay, im off for my run now.
♥ 3:11 AM

I AM SO LOOKING FOWARD TO THIS MOVIE, YOU ALL HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA, I SWEAR.
SHAHRUKHKHAN AND KAJOL. TOGETHER. AGAIN, AFTER SO LONG.
FEBRUARY COME QUICK.
♥ 2:58 AM
suker hati kau lah jantan.
aku dah tak kuasa nak layan kau.
moving on now.
(sorry to all my non malay speaking readers,i just had to post this in malay.)
♥ 2:39 AM
i suddenly miss writting long entries, and drying everyone up. its just that, lately, ive been coming across so many pretty photos, that i just had to post them up here.
anyways, wardah just had to remind me, that school's in three weeks!. ive been so busy enjoying my holidays, that i really dont want school to end. urgh.
i think its because, im having so much fun enjoying being alone, catching up with people i havent seen in months. just spending my holidays well, being in singapore this time. hahaha.
was watching, the karen capenter documentary, on youtube. sooo sad. made me cry like fuck. cant believe she went through so much pain. i can so relate to her, and how she wants to be alone in life. sometimes, its just better that way.
christmas is in 7 days. sevennnnnnn days, omg! which means, 2010 is 7+7 days, which means im turning twenty in 7+7+10 days. oh fuck, im turning 20 in 24 days!
FUCK.
i dont wanna turn 20. i dont wanna go back to school. i dont want celebrations at home, nothing. i dont want anything. i just wanna be 19 forever. please. ):
kay bye, gonna watch mrs doubtfire now.
♥ 11:40 PM
i had a beautiful day today. i should learnt to love life and be a little bit more contented. (:
♥ 4:38 AM